princessrose949

08:21 pm: ok k im back
my sissy nudged me so im back, and i have great news i want to a manson concert i mean i love marilyn manson. he is god hail manson anywoooooo when i saw himi cried, my heart started pounding, and started shaking, my body went into shock, the whole first song i couldnt stand up, my bf chris hadto hold me up. i love him so much. seeing manson was so amazing. i love manson so much anywhoooooo o ya i love chris too. im going back to school in the fall yukkkkkkk. anywhooooooo :-P im done

06:32 pm: hi im back
uuummmmmm ya ok im back its hot and im wearing pants cauz i just got out of work its 93 degrees . ya i cant change into shorts my legs look scary. anyways i was going to take summer classes cauz i failed a few classes. i was ready too a few months ago. but my check didnt clear until yesterday. well not my check my dadds he is the one with money but not for long. my mom likes to spend it. so ya i dont want to take classes now so screw it. i shouldnt say that or else i will be in community college for more than 2 yrs. i found a career that doesnt need college baby specialist. ya i love babies. any hooo great future no money and i hate college. ya im done keep u posted.

12:53 pm: hi
im new here, ya i like write sometimes. Im going to write something:

Tears fall from my eyes, your face blinds my vision
Anger pulses through my veins what a waste of time,
all I got back was pain,
as the tears flows, all the times we spent together flashes though my mind,
trying to think of a bad memory, there is none that I recall,
how can something so good turn bad in a blink of a eye,
My love for him was as endless as the ocean,
what did I do wrong,
he always said that if it ended he would die,
well its the opposite he didn`t die, I did
Why do I let myself love, when it only causes pain
Curling up in a dark corner, safe from the pain of everday life,
Thats where I belong, I don`t want to feel pain anymore,
I`am dead numb to any emotions that come my way,
I can`t write write anymore crying is giving me a headache,
I`m going to go listen to some marilyn manson, his music calms me down